professional...

being professional
for me..
is being fake n heart bleeding
am i right?
yesterday...
you say that im not being professional..
or does you?
your nervous obviously seen
as the way to Malacca
the sky seem so red
just like my heartache
i wanna cry
but for what purpose?
if im not being pro
i will not even be there
sit in together
in one table
smile
while being humiliate
ate what being his so much favorite from her
years before
i cant understand
what is this 5 years mean
when you cant ever overcome it
and im starting to asking myself
what is me..
in you
why u still being mad bout
what had happen
years ago...
am i not being pro
or u just so egoist to admit
it...
yes...im shaking
be there
coz i dont want to see
your respond
im not stupid to judge
the obvious outcome..
so do other people..