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Showing posts with label babling of unsound mind. Show all posts
Showing posts with label babling of unsound mind. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 21, 2011

21st December 2011

Assalammualaikum...

harini aku kelua ngan anem.. lame betol x lepak dengan anem, sbab anem sangat susah nak cuti.. jadi hari, alang2 anem da ajak layan wayang, aku pon ok je.. beside aku macam mati kutu jugak dok umah lame2.. bile da terase bohsannye, aku start la x menentu arah kat rumah ni.. hihi

tQ kat anem sbab belanje wayang cite chipmunk :-D, layan ngan popcorn caramel n soft drink strawberry besa :-D lahyannn

cik zahanem :-D
our lunch -_-
mahahahahahaha



tangkapan pada hari ini memandangkan besok aku da masok training tukang buat air kat tesco :-D jadi, harini aku menghadiahkan diriku (acecececehhh)

a new baby in my family :D x saba nak bacenye! beli kat mph, memandangkan ade discount 20% :)
sangat suka, tp duet sangat2 limited..

Love, Peace and Purple
catchy tak name die ;) it is really me! hahha.. warna die purple kecoklatan dan macam ade shimmer2 sikit.. 

hik hik hik.. you rock theme yang sangat2 memanggil2 aku supaya membelek, terpengaruh dan membelinya! oh, aku memang mempunyai satu tebiat yang tak tau kenape.. aku suka pada warna2.. sebab tu aku cenderung nak membeli make-up especially eye shadow, nail color dan mascara :D
dari sekolah dulu, aku memang suka, kuku aku berwarna.. :-D start masuk university aku layan kan aje g class pakai warna kuku.. aku selalunya pilih yang ala2 neutral la.. kalo kot aku pakai ijau ke biru.. tangkap leleh jela sesape yang memandang aku.. hihi

oh, essence, YOU ROCK, jarang2 aku nak drug store jual barang macam ni.. selalunya, pasti la warna2 ladies, kali ni, theme ni betol2 tangkap leleh kat aku. pastinya setiap kali aku masuk drug store, aku akan ke counter ni :) untuk belek2 dan beli :D


oh another tangkapan yang sangat superb! aku memang gilakan mascara, tapi nak pakainye hanya la pada event2 tertetntu.. tapi kali ni aku menangkap balik.. adui ai, lame jugak aku dok sangkot kat counter essence sebab kat mascara ni... aku da tekad nak amik 3, tp, sape la nak pakai.. so aku ase ni yang terbaik sebab, selalu orang akan pili, curl, length and volume. kali ni aku sangkot kat false lashes mascara ni.. (pandai sungguh derang carik tag line -_- ) 
balik terus unwrap, layan sensorang mascara, 2 coats, as promise, volume no, but  length and curl memang xpayah pakai curler ^^ super loving it! murah dan sangat2 menggilakan

ok la 
babai
mahu layan cempedak goreng 
fuhhhh~~~

Sunday, October 9, 2011

9/ October/2011

Assalammualaikum...
:)

ape kaba korang semua?
keadaan aku makin stress dan aku sangat mudah nak moody sejak kebelakangan ni..
stress on what should i choose instead of that or this.. i'm not good in making my life and happiness decision.. susah sangat and i desperately need options from those experienced.. those affecting my daily mood..
(da tua2 pon susah nak wat decision,ntah ape2)

iklan:
he~ perkenalkan lagu blog aku kat belah kanan ni.. maaf la kalo ade yang pening2 plak dengar lagu2 aku.. just wanted to share my most favorite song at the moment..

  1. ente eih by Nancy Agram 
  2. eh wa nous by Nancy Agram 
  3. broken angel by Arash ft Helena 
  4. big city love by Laleh
exam will approach at the 2nd weeks of december.. dan aku sangat zero dalam kepala.. aku sangat2 risau dengan exam.. xtau macam ne nak tackle.. masa da rase sangat2 x cukup untuk study sehari2an.. i just need 24hours a day 7 days a week and 30days a month and and and the whole year T_T

desperately need my notes and BPP and Kaplan text book exam kit and my past year questions every second.. im paranoid to sleep, watching my favorite tv channel ~_~ 
i need library and i dont mind where.. i just need myself time..

i felt depress even more when it was coincidence this week i feel shorter...(gila!) i cant spend most of my time with my family... rase macam da lame x lepak rumah mak sambil2 minom petang.. even though ade jugak jumpa2 emak and siss and bros.. i not feeling i'm full with moments.. i wanted more...

i even getting worse, bile aku mengenangkan my financial condition.. i'm broke and i'm not into letting my Hunny Bee V giving all financial supporting on my want and my class.. i just can't!.. i feel it is unacceptable.. to  put him in my burden just to make sure i feel enough.. no i wont.. 

my mind getting mixed on this block on my head.. i already felt buried a meter down (.....) 

financial condition+ 100% mark on final exam...= feeling sucker!!

somehow, i choosing to be with Ain, (oh she already chose her major :) i'm so jealous Ain :-p i want it too) to have our study time.. going to UKM public library, hoping to have spirit from undergrade students especially from those who are 1st time having uni life.. amin

i hope nothing to regret in this path.. i just need to get fit and fix (my eyes) 

oh yes.. i add more on my playlist
  1. roses by Laleh
  2. me and simon by Laleh
enjoy~.






Thursday, March 25, 2010



today..
as i went to campus so late..
as usual :P
but the most important thing happens today is
the program rehearsal and SAP, inter faculty sport for volley ball match..

rehearsal is good
and i enjoy it..
something long lost
happen by today :)
the rehearsal put a smile on me
but there is also something
wanna puke happen..
erghhh...
sorry and didnt mean to be rude
as u say before u r thinking..
u didnt put urself in my shoes
and heart as mine..
it really stupid to judge
somebody u didnt even close
and i bet
u even didnt memorize my name
at all...

i homed for our program montage conversion..
it took hours to get done..
and i getting more freak emotion
as they change all planned rehears
when we are gone from auditorium..
and I was wonder
where are they put our feeling and heart is...
and im falling apart again..
for my friends...

at 8.30 we leave for SAP at Lendu
it's really a great nite
:) really is..
somewhat Lendu had change a bit
but the surround totally fly me back
the match are soooo good
and as for me
i was being unofficial cheer team
and it really good..
giving support
and screaming the i Love Fiasso :P
and some scary dancing by the court
and its really weird of me
for doing that
but i got excited by that moment..
im forgot about next stress day
and laughing and talking as i wanted
=)

i making some friend
and gain another memory
with those people that i called friend..
we dine together after match
and i been thinking why all this has to happen when
there is only 3 weeks left for us..
this new smile, im really appreciate as before..
thou, i never think that this would happen again..
thanks for the memories...

Fiasso's Inter Faculty sport Volley Ball team+ unofficial cheer team :)

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

seriously...
i cant sleep at this time...
im dreadful wanted to be home by navi's side..
i lost my motivation
to be on this dream..
one of my dream..
i cant stand on everything that i enjoyed so much before
here...
i cant stop thinking bout my lonely, alone navi at our
sweet little house...
pity him..
*sigh...
im sleepy..
but my heart is gone...
i dont even want to wake up by tomorrow
and i just wanted lying on my bed..
and watch the time ticks away..
lalala
im totally insane by now
so...
just ignore mine and me..
:)

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