Unforgiven Farewell What I've done

i know
that im stupid if to compare the whole people
on this earth..
why?
because 'they' always treated and talk and glaze to me
as a stupid person
i know
that im stupid
due to my currently qualification
at this stage of age...
i felt down
when those people
treated me that way
without thinking
im wearing that shoes.....
what the words i ve to swollen
due to pride and tears..
i lost myself and searching it...
what can i do to keep people
treat me the way i deserved?
can i still love myself?

p/s do you know that i love Linkin Park, Metallica and Cromok?
yes i do...