3/October/2011

Assalammualaikum...

kat kL dah. tapi sangat sakit ati bile kene bangun awal2 sebab nak cacth up ngan train 6.48am.. terase nak nangis je dengan adengan keja mengejar kat KTM Sg Gadt tadi.. yang pengakhirannya, dapat msg dr sir yang class batal, aku baru sampai kat Nilai.. hati x terkate sebal sebab besok class akku pukul 2 kot!

today segment would be..1000  miles apart..

bile bace the bold words tu, korang membayangkan ape?the died one or the love live one? muhuhu... pada aku, lebih kepada Hunny Bee V aku.. dari kami 'berkawan' samapi da ke kawen, aku memang jadi weekend wife..(kate org), berjauhan is part of our world actually. sometimes i get used to it, but sumetimes, im not that strong (especially now)

" aku memang x sudah dengan dunia study aku.. aku tau ade yang jelak pandang aku x henti2 study ni (ok maybe derang jealous! :p) walaupon umor da jauh sangat dari track study.. tapi, i got something that already pinned in my mind bout someone wordss.. (my words to you! : i'm not stupid eventhou i just graduate my bach degree! and let me add, i'm not repeating any of my degree subjects! like u! stop saying something rubbish  and i dont wanna listen any of it, if u are highly proud to be drag, but i must said i 1000x better than yours ) "

ade yang salute sebab aku mampu dok berjauh2 dengan Hunny Bee V, [he~ riak sikit].. tapi dalam hati, aku dan Allah lebih tahu.. ade ke yang mampu? kalo ikotkan secara rational?

NO ONE, of course..

kalo yang muda remaja pon kemain berkepit sampai orang naik rimas! apetah lagi bagi mereka yang mempunyai ikatan yang halal ini.. kan?

sometimes, aku letih nak jauh2.. seriusly said, aku sanggop keja train pagi2 dan balik seremban selepas tu, asalkan aku dapat nak jumpa dan duduk kat rumah sendiri..


he~ tapi i know my limit.. it isnt about physical, but more to economical intelligence :)

some people maybe dont understand why aku sanggop, bangun pagi2 g keja early bird train dan baya duet tiket rather, fine, tumpang je sape2 balik sini.. so i have to say it..

i dont get ENUF of my marriage life, some quality time they called of being a wife to a lovely husband (if u understand it)

sebab tu aku liat sangat nak balik kL :) aku pon perasan Hunny Bee V pon da x paksa2 aku sangat balik kL sebab aku tau he is on the same track.. liat nak lepaskan aku balik kL..

people would say, please think wisely bout economic condition, but for me. LOVE > money..
i dont mind spend it on my love life

he~

so, baru2 ni aku decide to have  walk in interviews, in my town company (doesnt mind the establisment thinggie!) i'm a student, as in my resume, but i'm also needing some strong motivation that i only can have if i living my life in seremban.. ( i'm such a lack of love person right now, im no strong enuf to get this thing alone)

so here i'm

trying to be tougher (weaker inside) to get things thru~

if i was being considered to be part of sector (again~) thus, this is not the end of my ACCA journey

just to make it clear for U..
yes U!