9/ October/2011

Assalammualaikum...
:)

ape kaba korang semua?
keadaan aku makin stress dan aku sangat mudah nak moody sejak kebelakangan ni..
stress on what should i choose instead of that or this.. i'm not good in making my life and happiness decision.. susah sangat and i desperately need options from those experienced.. those affecting my daily mood..
(da tua2 pon susah nak wat decision,ntah ape2)

iklan:
he~ perkenalkan lagu blog aku kat belah kanan ni.. maaf la kalo ade yang pening2 plak dengar lagu2 aku.. just wanted to share my most favorite song at the moment..

1. ente eih by Nancy Agram 
2. eh wa nous by Nancy Agram 
3. broken angel by Arash ft Helena 
4. big city love by Laleh

exam will approach at the 2nd weeks of december.. dan aku sangat zero dalam kepala.. aku sangat2 risau dengan exam.. xtau macam ne nak tackle.. masa da rase sangat2 x cukup untuk study sehari2an.. i just need 24hours a day 7 days a week and 30days a month and and and the whole year T_T

desperately need my notes and BPP and Kaplan text book exam kit and my past year questions every second.. im paranoid to sleep, watching my favorite tv channel ~_~ 

i need library and i dont mind where.. i just need myself time..

i felt depress even more when it was coincidence this week i feel shorter...(gila!) i cant spend most of my time with my family... rase macam da lame x lepak rumah mak sambil2 minom petang.. even though ade jugak jumpa2 emak and siss and bros.. i not feeling i'm full with moments.. i wanted more...

i even getting worse, bile aku mengenangkan my financial condition.. i'm broke and i'm not into letting my Hunny Bee V giving all financial supporting on my want and my class.. i just can't!.. i feel it is unacceptable.. to  put him in my burden just to make sure i feel enough.. no i wont.. 

my mind getting mixed on this block on my head.. i already felt buried a meter down (.....) 

financial condition+ 100% mark on final exam...= feeling sucker!!

somehow, i choosing to be with Ain, (oh she already chose her major :) i'm so jealous Ain :-p i want it too) to have our study time.. going to UKM public library, hoping to have spirit from undergrade students especially from those who are 1st time having uni life.. amin

i hope nothing to regret in this path.. i just need to get fit and fix (my eyes) 

oh yes.. i add more on my playlist

1. roses by Laleh
2. me and simon by Laleh

enjoy~.