8th January 2012

Assalammualaikum..

i'm at the lowest rate of moment..
it's hurt and hard...
being my true self, i'm honest and straight forward in giving my opinion, but not insulting people.. those are the one i avoid of...
i know the feeling of being miss judges. it's really hurt.. and killing..
a person telling me she is a very straight forward type and i respond that i was just like her. so, to me, it isnt a big deal cause i'm the open type and love to hear more option, seriously.. i love being with these kind of people. it make my words easy and myself clear..


but..

what she has claimed wasnt true at any point..
she wasnt a straight forward.. yeah, maybe she is ( to her).. but she is more to downgrading insulting people type..there is no discussing moment cause i've already died inside by the words she said..
the words " dr dulu belajar x henti aku tengoknya, duet banyak keluar, boleh jamin ke keje yang bakal dapat cover yang dah keluar" (spm graduate spoke)

i never knew that being in this path such a big mistake to her.. or should i say, a big bulk? as far as i know, she has never being a direct related to any of my path and costing.. how can she judge in that way and i just wanted to ask her, does she ever thought on what she will say to other people? doest she ever think to be on other shoe than just being a watcher?

lad
watch your words or (mouth?) words show our mental level and ability.. i must say.. its already say in our hadith..
and, you should learn to differentiate between words of straight forward and insulting